my life constantly hangs in the balance but Ii will not stop obeying Your law.
Ps 119:109
Lord you know I feel like I've given up so much, but I thank you because I'm able to gladly place it all on the altar: Lee friends & culture, hopes of being a counselor and journalist, my writing, my woes, my adventures, my joys, pains & sorrows. It's all yours. Every good thing within me, Lord, I want you to use. I want for you to cultivate. It's you that I love and want more of. I went to work today in PRP's office, I tried to iron his shirts under Betsy's direction. It wasn't working for me. I need your help. I need to you to move my hands, arms & fingers. I need you to get through the day.
how sweet your words are to my taste, they are sweeter than honey.
PS 119:103
there's nothing i want more than you. you hold the truth. you leave beauty wherever you go. you discern my steps & love me even when i make you cry. i stand on the word spoken over me through moses vegh for you. coming here, i knew it would be difficult-i knew even with all that preparing, i still need you more because nothing could prepare me for this. what are you going to do with my heart of discipleship? of love? of transformation? a heart eager to see change for those bound children & women across the world forced to work or perform sexual acts because of their families hopeless debt or simply because they were taken? what of the hurting teens eager to get out but unable to be heard? what of the neglected children with no one to love them? what of the truth-starved college student looking for a place to set their foundation? what of the frustrated pentacostal with loads of preaching and no authentic change? what of the broken hearted teacher who sees another fall through the cracks? what of a girl like me seeking nothing but to please you. make your way clear to me and i'll come. if you say go, i'll go.
Setlist: holy desire. yearn. you're all i want. we fall down.
soak session @ WHBC in Dominion Hall with chris hardy.
